Depression...

I am depressed...

KOYOTE

Let me begin with female group singers around, the more popular ones I can think of are twins and SHE only. Other farny farny groups include At17(girls?), Cookies(still around?), Sweety(Or is it Candy or Sweeties?), Four in Love(The one Raine Yang Cheng Long originated from?)...etc...Sekali I say Bai He Er Chong Chang...

Then we have male Group singers; SHINE, BOYZ, TOMORO...sekali I say LA Boyz, Game Boys..SHUBIDUWA(The one Jacky Wu originated from ..YES that moronic host..and yes he actually comes from a "boy band"...)....Wahahaa...

Let me introduce to you a Girls-Boy Group from Korea. Woke up a bit early today and went to check out some new albums. This particular group call KOYOTE caught my attention. Doesnt matter what they are singing...Doesnt matter that I cannot sing along while listening... cos they really sing well and the tune is nice. There are some songs which are the usual ROMANTIC-KOREAN-SERIES type, there are also some songs which lift your spirits immediately, and there are some songs which just makes you imagine what she/he is singing about... Their voices make a good match.

Here is the album cover:

If you want to "Test-listen", you can go to http://www.51y.com/Musiclist/6029.htm
All you have to do is click on one of the bubbles ①②③ (The songs I like particularly are 1. 那天以后 and 15. 约定 ...The rest are nice too lah...Check them out.

Worried

I seriously think I have hand, foot, mouth disease.

Speed of Time

I am staring blankly at this laptop screen, listening to some music. Its Saturday now - weekend. Plans are made, like the previous week, and the previous previous week and the previous previous previous week...and the.................week. I think I'm really getting old. I just cant seemed to catch up with time. Sometimes I wonder, why is it that I take things so seriously? Why can't I just relax? Take things easy and let time pass by naturally without feeling like i can't breathe...

I feel that there is something invisible obstructing good energy from reaching me. I think I sound like a Fengshui Master. But thats exactly how I feel. Yes, I may be superstitious in some ways but honestly, this is how I feel about the "ENERGY" thing. I've been working hard, but there are people who just want to oppose me. I try to complete everything that's given to me with my very best BUT result in endless amount of work. I try to ignore all verbal assault behind my back, BUT it still affects my mood which in turn affects my life.

I've tried so hard to feel less negative...till I've become immuned. Not immuned to the stage of feelingless but as in learning to take all the negativities as a passer-by like the way I experience with the speed of TIME.

It's Midweek!

Work sucks today, as usual. Nothing new at all...

Had dinner at our usual jappy restaurant again, and this time we have our dear friend to join us. We ordered something which looks like shitty water...yes..im gross...actually thats how i felt when the huge bowl arrived...well..

So we talked talked talked & talked ... until their bladders became full and we left at about 9.30pm...

I treasure the time I spend with fatfat, friends and family(which I intend to increase)... This is the time I feel most relaxed and comfortable... ....I also love coming back home after work, and have some quality time of my own...at the comfort of my cosy little room. I just finished watching the last episode of The America's next Top model..I think the winner's ears look like teapot....19 yrs old...so young..

Winner- Nicole

3 Years have passed

I managed to watch episode 1 of "The L Word" online last night. Remember Alice who got dumped by Dana due to her ex-lover Lora or Lara or Laura? She still couldnt get over Dana...and she acted eccentric and insane.... Though its sad I know but she is soooo comical in her acting... I remember her being a confident woman but it seems like this failed relationship has changed her to a different person...

Remember Jenny? The slut whom everybody(yes...you said that) hates? She went back home and very quickly left cos her parents caught her having erhem with another H20... I still like her..hahah...YES YES...I know you hate her...

Oh yes...Shane wore a white dress/gown, forced by Carmen, who was pressurised by her mum..yes..real biological mum... wah damn farny manz...haha..

ok...seems like I've enjoyed myself last night wor....and yes..i hope to catch one episode every night ...but the streaming video requires about 45 minutes to complete streaming, then can start watching lor.... Yes, keyword is streaming and NOT downloading....meaning cannot save in computer... so selfish wan these people...

And....last but not least....today is...13th March 2006, which is our 3 YEARS' anniversary!
"Someone" told us yesterday a relationship cannot last more than 3 years WAN LAH...then still insisted that it's me who said it...Did I? Was I maligned? Did I say that and forgotten? Well...whatever lah... Maybe I did...haha..

Anyways...what I wanna say is...yes...its actually proven that it is difficult for two persons to maintain chemistry and feelings for more than 365 days X 3 = 1095 days... However, I believe it is still possible, especially if you managed to storm through all obstacles for 1095 days...yes I am talking about me and fatfat...

Thanks wing and tami for the kute kissing doggies...and they are safely in my hands now :)

Desperate Housewives

Today is a "Desperate housewives" day for both fatfat and myself.

Yes, its a saturday and both of us spent the whole day at home, doing household chores, except that I was at the dentist from 830am - 9.40am.

The dentist trip was an interesting one. She's a nice middle-aged aunty dentist who charges very resonable fee for her services. Ok, scaling and polishing + 3 filings = 120 bucks only... OMG..where to find such price? you tell me lah...?!

3 important things Dentist told me
1) My teeth is very hard..thats why there are only 3 fillings to be made after 13 long years. Yes, the last time i visited the dentist was Sec 1/2 ...

2) I have two missing central teeth on my bottom row...thats why I got less teeth than normal people and also the cause of the little gap in between my teeth. (my teeth as illustrated below)


3) There is no sign of wisdom tooth at all.. hiak hiak...

Ok...after the dentist trip, I went jalan jalan at the market..been sooo long since ive stepped into this market, maybe also 13 years like that... hehe

Then back home..took a nap...and started cleaning room...yes..its always a BIG PROJECT to clean my room and I do it every week.... why do i have so many things to clean/tidy? Fatfat says I am very untidy...yah leh..so? cannot ah...i just like the feeling of cleaning room ... :) Oh...I found the cute Little twinstars?twin angels glass stickers you bought for me... and I sticked it on my window...my bathroom tiles and my mother's bathroom tiles.. soo nice and cute...

Fatfat reported to me that he was the IT technician for his mother's pc for about half a day...went marketing and at this present moment, he is washing and ironing 6 jeans and jackets...

...just bounced and took some time to write this entry while cooling down... :)

Jason Mraz

I kept hearing a song on class 95 for weeks... Last Friday, heard it again, so I quickly went on class 95 website to check out what song it is currently playing and texted it down in my mobile..

"GEEK IN THE PINK BY JASON MRAZ"

Ok..so I went to check out the music stores with fatfat and got his album...yes because of ONE song again...

Been past 30 mins and have listened to all of the songs and...hmmm...so so lah..not say extremely good ...but not bad lah...but I must say ..the CD cover design is soooooooooo innovative...the back of the cd has the usual title of the tracks, designed as a series of encyclopedia.... :) I like...

People just dun understand

My thoughts on a black Friday night

It is almost impossible to understand a human being, no matter how long you have known her.

If you happen to have that kinda gentle-looking and good-tempered face, then you are lucky because even if you throw temper, people will say that you are right

If you have any past records of being easily provoked and quarelsome, then forever you will be blackmarked as unreasonable no matter how big or small any arguements occur in your entire life until the day you die.

People usually dont mean what they say.

Work and relationship problems causes the same level of stress and unhappiness.

A leopard never changes its spots.

Laughter is not really the best medicine.

You can never understand how people create the expressions on their faces as they just seemed incorrect.

Dont try to understand things you dun understand.

.....
yawnz..

Pancakes

Tami has made pancakes for all of us to eat for breakfast quite some time back.
I remember she has done it "easily"..

So...I became adventurous...and bought those "JUST ADD WATER" floury packet home to make pancakes.

Ok, the box says one packet can make 12 pancakes. Just add water ONLY..
So i just add water and stir stir and whisk whisk..machiam very steady like that.

After 30 seconds, the pancake turned chao tar...and fatfat says "AIYO...must throw lah"
Fatfat was standing at the side..at a safe distance...instructing me what to do with her theory..
But her theory works...Here are the important points to note for successful pancakes:
1) Fire cannot be too big like fry chicken those kind
2) Dun be ambitious and make such a big pancake until broken when turned over
3) Be patient...and dun turn over when still wet..


This one is fatfat make one. Got ice cream topping


This one is smallie make one. Topped with sweet sweet honey...like me..