myself.me.i

I realised that there is no one I can depend on in this world other than myself...

Indifferent

I looked this word up on www.dictionary.com and below is the meaning:

Having no particular interest or concern; apathetic: indifferent to the sufferings of others.
Having no marked feeling for or against: She remained indifferent toward their proposal.
Not mattering one way or the other: It's indifferent to me which outfit you choose.
Characterized by a lack of partiality; unbiased: an indifferent judge.
Being neither too much nor too little; moderate.
Being neither good nor bad; mediocre: an indifferent performance.
Being neither right nor wrong.
Not active or involved; neutral: an indifferent chemical in a reaction.

I want to be indifferent...

**********Crying in the shower************
Have you tried crying while you are showering, with the water splashing onto your face? The advantages are :
1)Dont have to smudge my makeup
2)Dont need to waste tissue
3)Free from mucus and tears

It used to take away my unhappiness and sadness...but not anymore...

Lazy Entry with un-related Picture

It's a lazy afternoon, after a heavy downpour. I am just out of a meeting and already looking forward to 6pm. It is not that long wait, just another 2 hrs & 45 mins.

I will be having a nice dinner with fatfat at the "Wilmer's Place" for some nice chinese food. I am already thinking of what I will order later - wanton noodles? Hmmm..

This week has been a little more productive than the last one, though not extremely. I feel like a knife, but a knife which has been used for so long, that it has become blunt. It is time to sharpen this knife. Not easy i guess, must be able to do it the right way/direction...

"Just take it easy manzz...." That's what I've been telling myself lately whenever I feel down at work.

Ok, enough of work, I realise something "wonderful" about Nokia phone. I've always used the alarm function of my phone to wake me up everymorning. Since chinese new year, I slowly developed a habit of pressing the "snooze" button and it will go on snoozed for 5 mins then ring again. I have found out that after pressing snooze for the 6th time, Yes I am so lazy!!!.... it will deactivate the "snooze" button so you cannot press it.

WOW...am i mountain turtle or what. ...Its an amazing discovery..hehe




This foto has no relations with the words of this entry.
Saving Face Casts:(L-R)
Lynn(Female lead), Dunno Name(Director),
Joan Chen(Ma of Michelle), Michelle(Female Lead)

Happy Valentine's Day

Things have settled down...

Things just went totally wrong with you two days ago... but I'm glad everything is settled just before our special two days - 13 & 14 Feb...

A Racap of the past weekend(excluding unhappy ones of cuz)
- Bought TWO trampolines for ourselves(A trampoline is not a toy, it is something to relieve stress while you bounce away your fats...spent 256 bucks
- Joined the ladies, aunties and housewives at the Mphosis sale...spent 80 bucks.
- Watched Brokeback Mountain, the award winning gay movie... It is such a sad movie but it didnt move me to tears.
- Mos Burg at Semba sucks.. Ice coffee not ready at almost 12 pm!??? Burgers not fresh ...Tea that taste like drain water... NB
- Managed to bounce on trampoline for 30 mins today...feels so FUN... :)
- Bought a lot of necessities like my usual zit cream(arggg...have a huge one on my right cheek)...makeup remover, concealer(cuz of that huge zit), lens solution, second hand books..etc etc....

Gifts received
- A big nicely packaged "POCKY STICKS". The package has a pair of furry white angel wings...cute...
- A swatch watch bracelet...

Conclusion
Need to cut down on expenditure from now onwards!

Last but not Least...
Happy 35 mths' Anniversary to us... :) Here's a cute baby on a TRAMPOLINE... :) eh..she has no neck...hehehe

If you could see me now...

From the internationally bestselling author of PS, I LOVE YOU, a lively and romantic novel about two lost souls who find each other in the most unexpected way. Everything in Elizabeth Egan’s life has its place, from the espresso cups in her gleaming kitchen to the swatches and paint pots of her interior design business.

Order and precision keep life under control—and keep Elizabeth’s heart from the pain and hurt she has suffered in the past. Being a reluctant mother to her six-year-old nephew while trying to keep her business on track is a full-time job for Elizabeth, and one that leaves little room for error—or fun.

Until, one day, Ivan unexpectedly comes into their lives. The mysterious Ivan is carefree, spontaneous and always looking for adventure—everything that Elizabeth is not. If You Could See Me Now is the extraordinary tale of Ivan and Elizabeth. Of how Ivan meets the love of his life before she even sees him, and how he teaches her that life is only worth living when it's blindingly colourful and the occasional mess.

Yet just when Elizabeth is starting to trust him, it turns out that Ivan isn't at all who she thought he was.Playful and at times intensely moving, this is a novel about how seeing isn't always believing. Full of Cecelia Ahern’s trademark warmth and poignancy, If You Could See Me Now is a story of enormous heart--and just a little bit of magic.


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OK, I must finish this book latest by end of this month.... ok..set..!...cant stand my laziness...

Fav Scene

I have nothing to blog about recently... but I came across a foto- Michelle Krusiec, one of the female lead from the movie "Saving Face"...

I remember I used to prefer the other gal... Vivian from the movie...but the more i see Vivian, the more i tink she look a bit cock-eye.... OOPs...i should not say ppl cockeye..SORRY ah fatfat...hehehe...

Though Michelle in the foto not say very beautiful, but i like.. :)

My Fav Scene in the Movie between Wil(Michelle) and her mother in the living room, watching video tape...

Wil : Ma,We need to talk.

Ma: There's not much left on this tape.

Wil: I don't think this can wait. ............(Silence) Ma. ..........I love you. .....And I'm gay.
(Silence)

Ma: How can you say those two things at once?How can you tell me you love me... ...then throw that in my face? I am not a bad mother. ...My daughter is not gay.

(Silence...in tears..) Wil: Then maybe I shouldn't be your daughter.