Train of thoughts...

I spent like 5-6 mins thinking of what to write for the TITLE of this entry. Should it be "worldcup fever", "Temple", "uncertainty", "Negativity", "headache", or........ .. ... ...

I have many little negative thoughts in my mind, which after being discussed with fatfat, are considered as trivial according to him... I have no control over my emotions, especially negative ones. I am bad at hiding my feelings, especially when I'm feeling moody or unhappy. That's possibly the reason why I tend to offend people easily. Well, to me, those who happened to be offended by me before deserved to be snapped at by me...I hate nonsensical people... nincompoops who don't use brain when they speak.....

I admit...negativity has taken over me the past few days and weeks ... luckily I have a fatfat... who told me his life experiences since after he graduated from poly... Poor fatfat.. your past experiences would have been end-of-the-world tragedy if I were in your shoes... but never mind...you have me now. Just like I have you now....

Worldcup has arrived and has made a difference in most people's lives. Look at Tami's panda-looking eyes and you will know what I mean. Tami, please sleep more. Look at Xiaofat's clothes which she has worn over the past few days - ENGLAND, FUTBALL, GERMANY etc... Actually till now, I find all matches boring, except the first match...So exciting!..BUT must they score until 6 goals in total?MUST THEY? no need lor.

In all serious note, I went to the temple with a few friends today... I hope Guan Yin Niang Niang will not blame me for showing disrespect in the temple. It's all Xiaofat's fault... made me giggle like a siao char bor.... anyways... I just hope my prayers will come true, despite having urges to burst out laffing whenever I saw Xiaofat's face ----> ( ^_^ )

To think of it, I only visit the temple on certain occasions...either before going abroad or when I am having problems with my life; for eg few yrs back when I'm feeling very sick, tired of my work, having the feelings of uncertainties and insecurities in life...etc.... Very bad right? There is a chinese saying " WU SHI BU DENG BLAH BLAH BLAH" meaning there is always a motive behind visiting someone/somewhere... ok...I have to turn over a new leaf... :)

Ok, trial and tested, I am addicted to caffeine. Fatfat says this addiction will become worse when I grow older... You mean when I'm in the thirties???? ok...I don't care lah .....I really have very bad headache when I skipped my coffee today. You saw right? Can you bear to see me in such pain???? ....I know you can't .... hehehe

----------------something meaningful--------------------
Everything happens for a Reason
Sometimes things happen to you at the time that may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, will power or heart.

Everything happens for a reason!

Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. Safe and comfortable but dull and utterly pointless.